Update !!!!

Now that other posts are made, its time to focus, clear, calm and "BE"....

Life is many lesson's all strung together.

It's how we handle the lesson, what we learn from them, and what the intention, and vibration is during and after that decides the next in the string.

We have choice's to make when we are presented with anything in life, the choice we do choose, either by actively choosing it, (meeting it head on) or passively (not doing anything) will define us and what we represent, in each thread of the string, and lesson.

I come from a spot in life, where I must, be active in the choosing, and yet still let it be, with compassion, and trust, doing my part, but letting the Higher power, (God, Universe or what you put a name too it as), to also preform their part. There are times when I can not see this for the life of me, but in the end it is there. Somethings we ask for, either by voicing it, wanting it compassionately, or always focusing on something. (that others have, do etc, that we see, or hear.) It is far better to choose for oneself, than to hand of the power and let the choice be made for us.

Nothing that is easy in life, seems to help us grow, its the challenging times, the so called "Difficult" times where we loose ourselves and fail to see what we were luck to have, see, experience before this challenge, and that sometimes the result of the end of the string, might also be a reward in itself. This can take mere seconds, or a life time, and sometimes that depends on what, when and how we choose if we do at all.

Joy can be found simply.

I wake up in the morning, and although maybe I hurt more today, maybe the cat is meowing, maybe I know everything I had thought I could do for the next few days, is not going to happen because of the way I feel, I still say "THANK YOU !!!". Thank you for allowing me to have that choice, waking on my own, seeing the sun, rain, clouds out the windows, Thank you for letting me be here to experience the "Cats Meow", even Thank you for letting me feel.

A flower means more to me now than things that people pay hundreds for. The sun on my face, the private space for gardening, meditating, even just sharing a cup of coffee, while the cat warms my lap, is enough for me to know, that no matter how rough it gets, what things I must choose, what string will be strung, I can still be thankful, and feel some sort of happiness, even while living life I had not thought I would, and in pain like I am, restricted at times beyond frustration.

Peace, Choice's and Love....

Namaste